so i havent updated on this thing it a long time, but myspace is down so i have nothing better to do at the moment.

i have had such a bad day today, but everyone thinks i am taking it well, i am only taking it this well because i have to be the strong one in the family.

I cant believe that she has cancer. Tearcy is only 2 years old and now god is already trying to take her away from me? How am i supposed to think that God is almighty and wonderful if he is doing this to me. I already had Dakota taken away, now Tearcy?

soooo

I GRADUATED! YUSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i am really happy right now, i havent been this happy in a really really long time. Its almost overwhelming

im scared

i dont want it to go away

ever

i have decided that im not going to keep everything protected anymore, why should i? So prom is coming up really really soon and im so excited! I got the hotel room yesterday *well actually hotel rooms* and i am getting my hair done tomorrow..i hope so at least cause my check was only $103 because saturday and sunday dont get added onto this check..thats next weeks..oh well. I didnt get to work today cause i have effing pink eye which blows major ass..but oh well it will be gone by prom..and if its not..oh well ill still have an awesome time.

I love sex, lol. But you know not sex with multiple guys..just one cause im not a slut :)

I look back to the time i lost my virginity freshman year..and i wish i would have waited till idk prom night or something..it would have been with the same person but still.. oh well maybe i can act out that dream i once had, lol.

welp..gotta go :)

sorry to all who isnt on my friends list..this had to be done

so i have had this xanga for about 6 months...give or take a few weeks..and i have had a certain preson go to my site over 1200 times! OH MY GEEZ THATS A LOT. idk..and this is all the person can read..this one post right here..wow getting old?

<3 Heather